WANTED: a style of drawing that fits my personality

Huuu, haven't posted for a while! (not that anyone ever notices)

As it can be seen from my thicker, returning to uni is less than 2 months away!. Heaven knows I can't wait to start!!!. I just wanna go back to England, I wanna LIVE MY LIFE!. It's a complicated thing, don't try to understand. But basically, when you are living somewhere that is NOT the place where you want to spend the rest of your life, well, at least I don't quite feel like living.

On a brighter, sunnier side, I've been posting lots of doodles on my deviantart account (just follow the My Doodles link on the navigation bar), but the one that I'm most "proud" of, is the one called titled PORN. It's the first time I draw something expressing my true opinions on a particular topic. I know it's not good enough, yet, but I'm getting there. I keep improving, which is what matters. What bothers me, is not that my doodles aren't "perfect, neat looking", like, say, CLAMP's, but the fact that I can't seem to find a STYLE that I feel comfortable with and STICK to it. It must be the hardest bit, finding your style. I spend most of the time looking at other people's work, copying what they do. I know only one thing: it HAS to be FUNNY. So lately, I have turned from "anime" style to a one more "comic", as I consider it funnier. If anyone has suggestions to make, ie: "this style is MUCH better", they will be happily welcomed.

- So, Mary, why aren't you working RIGHT NOW?
*sighs* Well, because I don't seem to be able to muster the strength to make myself work on anything "placement" related. I don't know why. Lack of motivation? Sheer lazyness? Feed-up ness?. Again, if help of any form and color is offered, I will be most delighted to consider it.

Speaking of which, I think I SHOULD get back to writing this... contribution... thing. Oh, help.