I have become a CYNIC

Q: Really? How did it happen?

A: Well, I don't know. One morning I woke up and discovered I didn't believe in love anymore. Though I have to say, it was my kitchen-mate Michelle who first pointed out my "cynical" nature. Then, after finding out what CYNICAL meant, I went "that's ME".


Q: Did you find it difficult to cope with?

A: I have to admit, at the begining, I couldn't quite believe that I have gone from having the most romantic idea of love to think it's all down to sex. But, as it were, the "all down to sex" perception hurts far less, so I'm gonna stick to it.


Q: So you don't think you'll go back to the romantic vision, then?

A: I might, if I'm proved wrong. Which could only happen when someone falls in love with me. That's right, a HUGE contribution to my CYNICISM has been the fact that I have NEVER been LOVED. EVER. Which can be explained by the fact that men don't find me attractive enough. I want someone to look PAST looks, and so far, I have never met that someone. If it happens to exist, then I would be forced to accept that maybe, sometimes, love is NOT just about SEX.