Wednesday, January 10, 2007

Random Songs Feast

I found this funny test on DeviantArt. You are supposed to open your music player, select "shuffle" and answer each of the following questions with each song in the order they come. In my case, I selected the 3 albums closest to my heart, The Sound of Music, The Little Mermaid and Beauty and the Beast the Broadway Musical.
This is the result:

1. How does the world see you?
Home
(I doubt the world's image of myself is THAT close to the truth)


2. Will I have a happy life?
Kill The Beast
(Better not think too much about this one)

3. What do my friends think of me?
Fathoms Below
(Yep, this one seems quite exact)

4. Do people secretly lust after me?
The Sound of Music
(Meaning, NO)

5. How can I make myself happy?
DO-RE-MI
(YES!!! Absolutely true)

6. What should I do with my life?
Destruction of the Grotto
(I don't think so)

7. Will I ever have children?
Floatsom and Jetsom
(Jesus, I hope if I do, they don't come out as those 2!)

8. What is some good advice for me?
Climb Every Mountain
(YES!!! So RIGHT!!!)

9. How will I be remembered?
How Long Must This Go On?
(In other words, depressed, miserable, and hoping to DIE)

10. What's my signature dancing song?
Prologue
(Nope, totally wrong)

11. What's my current theme song?
Human Again
(whatever that means)

12. What do others think is my current themesong?
Processional and Maria
(nop, whatever)

13. What shall they play at my funeral?
If I Can’t Love Her (Reprise)
(Quite right, in some levels)

14. What type of men/women do I like?
Home (Reprise)
(That is quite true, actually)

15. How's my love life?
Kiss The Girl
(Not at the PRESENT, is NOT!!!)

16.My dreams are?
Be Our Guest
(HUH???)

17.-My death will be?
Belle (Reprise)
("Wanting more than this provincial life?")

18.-This year will be?
I Have Confidence
(God, I can only hope so)

19.- My mind is?
Eric To The Rescue
(TOTALLY TRUE! I couldn't have put it better myself)

20.- What is my destiny?
Tour of the Kingdom
(???)


This was a hell lot of fun! Maybe I should do it again, selecting previously the songs that are most important to me.

It does seem like a modern equivalent to reading your cards, doesn't it? Nothing means anything in particular, but depending on how you choose to interpret it, it might mean a LOT.

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Sunday, January 07, 2007

Venting Numbness

GAAAAHHH, I feel like HELL! Thank GOD no one ever reads this!

What is wrong with me? I don't want to do ANYTHING! I have lots of things to do for my course, but I can't!. It's horrible!. And it's not like I want to do something "else". Apart from leaving this planet, there's nothing I would really like to do now.


I think the word for this is "NUMB". I AM NUMB. To every stimuli. Wish I could just wake up with lots of energy to do work!

What do I want? WHAT DO I WANT TO DO WITH MY LIFE?

Not in vain suicide seems the most reasonable option SO often.

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