Venting Numbness

GAAAAHHH, I feel like HELL! Thank GOD no one ever reads this!

What is wrong with me? I don't want to do ANYTHING! I have lots of things to do for my course, but I can't!. It's horrible!. And it's not like I want to do something "else". Apart from leaving this planet, there's nothing I would really like to do now.


I think the word for this is "NUMB". I AM NUMB. To every stimuli. Wish I could just wake up with lots of energy to do work!

What do I want? WHAT DO I WANT TO DO WITH MY LIFE?

Not in vain suicide seems the most reasonable option SO often.